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We all know what it’s like.. we pace around.. lay around.. wanting to clean, but being so tormented inside that our hard work virtually goes unnoticed.. being so torn down.. beaten down.. kept down.. that waking up and going to the bathroom is a fete worthy of a gold star.. only there are no gold stars here.. only humiliation, starvation, and deprivation.
As much as you *wish* you could just “think your way out”... you know it’s your emotions that control your mind.. and, that’s precisely what they are doing.. controlling our emotions.. but.. how? And, how to take back control of your energy?
We obsess over the false narrative that we know for ABSOLUTE fact they are spinning!!
It’s so infuriating... how believable their narrative is... yet how beyond insane it would be for someone to purposely traumatize another person.. and then, expertly craft a narrative so intricate.. Yet, so seemingly air tight.. a narrative that plays on the assumptions of others.. differently yet the over all idea always stems back to the core issue via the POV of the abuser.
Like sails in the wind... the abusers narrative, being the sails, and the wind being the energy used to sway their narrative to flow within the vibration that best suites their needs.
One way that I’ve found that’s very useful in the dissolution of the false narrative is kind of a take on “Do no harm, but take no shit”... So, you want to rid his stank a** energy from your space.. but, unfortunately they’ve got you pinned between their thumb, and a hard place..
Every move you make.. every breath you take... will be twisted, manipulated and vicious used against you... So, how do you change in an impossible situation?
You go buy you some sage, and smoke out your entire house.. when they’re gone. Always start a new routine when they are gone.
I’m several weeks deep into my new routine/ritual. I’ve had to do this so many times I’m getting a lot better at it. Right now I’m deciding to dust. Remember never change things too much too fast. Take things slow. So, first I keep everything EXACTLY where it is, and deep clean/cleanse.
So, I’m at the stage where I’m feeling comfort within their absence. But, normally right when I feel comfortable.. *BAM* Here they come with that stank a** bullshit energy.. like where tf do they go when they leave?? Their energy is like sewage, and!! Then, as if their energy wasn’t insulting enough.. they have the audacity to project that slimey toxic sludge onto us... what the actual Fck!!
I digress...
wooh sah..
Ok, so.. yeah, that part..
“3 2 1 ... 1 2 3
What the heck is bothering me..”
- Jumanji
Ok ok enough.. Energy is fluid! And I have things to do and places to be!!
Ok, so.. When cleaning make sure you keep everything as much like it was as possible. If they move anything.. just look at it as that’s it’s new place now.
Keep things flexible. Don’t ever claim this is the only way.. bc we all know they forever change the rules up on us, and we really don’t have any say.. like children still minors with no rights.. it’s so pathetic of them to treat us like this..
We know we’re stuck tho.. No matter how hard we try to explain our reality to others.. they just don’t understand.. and the more we discover.. the crazier we sound when trying to explain our situations.. we just create “thick skin” over our gaping wounds.. thick skin that creates gain green in our souls.. death.. rotting soul flesh.. that eventually manifests into illnesses.. cavities.. nail fungus.. auto immune disorders.. our physical bodies begin to rot or attack itself...
All because no one fcking understands.
How do we save ourselves?
We take our power back..
Go get that sage, and start cleaning, cleansing, and organizing.
And, while you do this. Fill your mind with knowledge. Knowledge about anything that you know will benefit you in the future of your dreams.
We are in a fight for our souls right now.
No matter how hopeless things may seem.. Jesus promised us we would ascend into heaven “physically”.
The world is ending.. the tower has fallen. The world as we’ve always known it to be is crumbling.. right before our eyes.
Start preparing yourself now, so you’ll be ready. Our abusers won’t make it to heaven.. but, we still have a fighting chance.. we have to start letting them go, now.. so, they won’t hold us back from the Kingdom of God.
We have been living in physical hell.. we are now ascending to physical heaven.
We must prepare our souls for smooth entry through the Pearly Gates of Heaven.
We must be ready to act in a moments notice. Make sure you take mental inventory of all your things. Never embody a sneaky vibe. Stay alert. And, create your own idea/perspective on what Heaven would be for you. We are all going to Heaven, but Heaven will look different for each of us. Heaven is the 5D in physical reality.
We’ve been existing in 3D physical reality.. Hell.
The 4D is the bridge between both worlds. We have to physically walk over the *Rainbow Bridge* in order to get to 5D .. Heaven.. physically.. like Jesus said.
It’s so much.. so exciting.
But.. then reality smacks you as they enter your space.. which is their space.. bc unfortunately you live together.
Start breaking the cycle. Use the silent treatment to your advantage. Use the pain this abuse invokes within you to exorcise your shadows to mold them, and create them into how you wish your reflection to show to others.
The false narrative is so strong.. our true selves are contorted into the reflection of our abusers.. they take our reflection, and force us to wear their masks. We are bound through our inner wounds.. we can’t access them easily, bc of that thick skin we had to create.. in order to survive being abused/tortured in broad daylight.
Light & Love
We will break free.
Keelee Hudson
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